? i started to cry, but no one notice..
2.17.2009 9:38:00 PM
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh too much troubles nee... T_T2.17.2009 9:38:00 PM
aku pengen cepet cepet lulus....
ternyata smp itu amat sangat ga asik, banyak masalah >____<>
Minor
Recklessly I was searching for something
Back then it was as well okay to stumble
I know that I'm looking foolish, I'm only running without having any regrets
I could only trust myself, I didn't need anything like friends
I pointed my blade towards anything and everything
The wings of puberty are fragile and fickle
I want to become strong
I want the strength to live on my own
The truth is that I was only afraid of being betrayed
Only running away won't change a thing
Although I understand this I'm still unchanged
Proudly I held up a pride called loneliness
They were wings for the sake of running away to an ideal that was of no use
Proudly I held up a "RIOT" called self-assertion
Beyond this light there was
Nothing like liberty
Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in those stormy days As
I realized it
I was already burdened with loneliness
It was painful.
The truth is that I was lonely
There was nothing I was hoping for
Proudly I held up a pride called loneliness
They were wings for the sake of running away to an ideal that was of no use
Proudly I held up a "RIOT" called self-assertion
Beyond this light there was
Nothing like liberty
I was only bluffing because I ended up forgetting my true face
Sometimes you have to show strength because relying on someone is important as well
You get hurt ... but at the times you want to cry, face the sky and scream in a loud voice
I don't want forget to myself I want to be as I am ...
My back was burdened because of my weak self
The encouraging voices of my father, my mother and my friends gave me light
Proudly I held up my loneliness and the wounds of puberty
They were wings for the sake of running away to an ideal that was of no use
If I can find my liberty behind this blue and lit up sky
I won't mind tearing these proud wings off
I started running
Recklessly aiming at the sky
I extended my wings and began to fly, the place where I fell was "liberty"
I have a wonderful family and I had wonderful friends
These were the most awesome days
If we are reborn, let's meet again ...
many thanks to : kiyoshiyuu.livejournal.com
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